☠Thoughts from a Cryptic Creation

A taste of Mugaru's medicine
☠Oh how dreadful…

☠Oh how dreadful…

☠With a mask I can be whomever I wish. Even if its more of a freak…

☠With a mask I can be whomever I wish. Even if its more of a freak…

☠For the past few days I have had you in my presence. For the past few days you have made me forget such pain in my heart and placed a gentle smile on my face that hasn’t been there in a long while. You made me feel special and attractive in just one night. So many smiles, laughter, and dare I say a kick start to my flatlining heart. Although you belong to another that I see you perfectly with it and belong with it stings knowing I can never be as close. However even you being around me, talking to me, smiling with me, and  sharing a laugh it’s really more then I could ever ask for…
You may never know what you are doing to me but at least I can soak in the confidence you’ve given me and all just from one night…

☠For the past few days I have had you in my presence. For the past few days you have made me forget such pain in my heart and placed a gentle smile on my face that hasn’t been there in a long while. You made me feel special and attractive in just one night. So many smiles, laughter, and dare I say a kick start to my flatlining heart. Although you belong to another that I see you perfectly with it and belong with it stings knowing I can never be as close. However even you being around me, talking to me, smiling with me, and sharing a laugh it’s really more then I could ever ask for…
You may never know what you are doing to me but at least I can soak in the confidence you’ve given me and all just from one night…

☠ Eyes green with envy but brown like the ground that keep my feet sturdy…
A rare hazel eye moment…

☠ Eyes green with envy but brown like the ground that keep my feet sturdy…
A rare hazel eye moment…

☠Tentacle beast…

☠Tentacle beast…

☠Crawl into my brain, that’ll make you come out insane…

☠Crawl into my brain, that’ll make you come out insane…

☠A proud freak…

☠A proud freak…

☠I salute to my fellow followers, thank you so much…

☠I salute to my fellow followers, thank you so much…

☠The desire is so thick
It hurts
I want you here
You’re so far yet so near
You may sleep in my heart
But its not in bed where I can hold you
Please make this headache disappear
And wake me from this nightmare that I fear…


Mind fuck
-Mugaru

☠The desire is so thick
It hurts
I want you here
You’re so far yet so near
You may sleep in my heart
But its not in bed where I can hold you
Please make this headache disappear
And wake me from this nightmare that I fear…


Mind fuck
-Mugaru

☠There has always been something special about the  raven to us. Is it perhaps because it cries nevermore?…

☠There has always been something special about the raven to us. Is it perhaps because it cries nevermore?…

☠There are days where I miss having you in my arms. I miss stroking your hair and smelling that perfect cologne on everytime I go in and kiss you. I miss the way you’d make your awkward faces at me and unnecessary noise’s to match with it, it always made me laugh. I miss the way we used to people watch and make our own stories up of how they lived. I miss the way you’d hold my hand tight, no matter how much it hurt every time you’d get jealous. I miss the way you’d text me every single day. I miss the way we’d have shaving cream fights in the shower. Even when we were mad all we had to do was throw water at each other and we’d run around with such beautiful smiles. Its just everything about you I miss and feel that this void in my heart won’t go away until we can one day lay and watch labyrinth together again. Holding hands like we used too….

☠There are days where I miss having you in my arms. I miss stroking your hair and smelling that perfect cologne on everytime I go in and kiss you. I miss the way you’d make your awkward faces at me and unnecessary noise’s to match with it, it always made me laugh. I miss the way we used to people watch and make our own stories up of how they lived. I miss the way you’d hold my hand tight, no matter how much it hurt every time you’d get jealous. I miss the way you’d text me every single day. I miss the way we’d have shaving cream fights in the shower. Even when we were mad all we had to do was throw water at each other and we’d run around with such beautiful smiles. Its just everything about you I miss and feel that this void in my heart won’t go away until we can one day lay and watch labyrinth together again. Holding hands like we used too….

(Source: tribble1, via whoreface-mcgee)

☠You held the secret key straight to my soul
I gave it all to you, you took more than you know
Oh the bitter truth is that I’m better off without you
And I still I know, to let you go will take me years to do…

☠You held the secret key straight to my soul
I gave it all to you, you took more than you know
Oh the bitter truth is that I’m better off without you
And I still I know, to let you go will take me years to do…

☠Ever since I was little this statement has always hung true to me…Its a bitter sweet reality.

☠Ever since I was little this statement has always hung true to me…Its a bitter sweet reality.

(Source: nadiaramone, via im-silently-dying)

☠I breathe ever so deeply
In and out
As I stare past my prison walls
I realize
This is not ecstasy, its reality…

☠I breathe ever so deeply
In and out
As I stare past my prison walls
I realize
This is not ecstasy, its reality…

☠Back to solid black and a new look…All thanks to Miss. Sarah. Aka Foreveriwillhauntyourdreams…